I’m not happy and I know I can’t be happy with you.

My heartfelt so heavy,

It never felt that way for so long,

It’s painful,

It has so many things to tell out,

But I can’t because it will break you,

It will hurt other’s feelings,

I kept it all inside,

Keeping everyone happy and smiling wide,

I cry hard,

I can’t sleep,

I tried hard to be okay,

I just want to disappear.

Somewhere in corner of the world,

Where it’s quiet, cozy, and warm,

So I could be happy by myself.

(A writing from 22 years old girl who struggles to reveal her feeling)